Who Am I?

I am a just warrior who carries an invincible sword to decapitate demons that threaten my nobility

I am the fallen one who broke his Excalibur on the argonite rocks of lust and adventure

I am a slave abnegating self in the service of a tyrannical muse

I am an arrogant adolescent trying to shield myself from my frailties

I am an insecure intellectual stuffing my head in hopes of being honored by my peers

I am a warm-hearted sage who has a boundless cache of compassion and love for the entire universe

I am a vulnerable boy who is terrified of isolation and abandonment

I am a sexual renegade who finds little sacred and assails in the sea of temptation and desire.

I am an absentminded professor who loves to tinker with technology and ponder the greatest mysteries of the universe

I am a sensitive man who laughs and cries too easily for society's approval

I am a passionate judge who tries comprehending nature's judicial system to guide my life's moral and ethical decisions

I am a lonely man who feels exiled from society by my ego's inflexibility

I am a fundamental Spiritualist who lies in the intersection of Christianity and Buddhism.

I am a teacher who wants to share my strength and hope, which born from strife becomes a loving expression

I am an artist who studies the beauty of nature and the nature of beauty

Kaz Maslanka
June 30, 2000